You are the one you are looking for

You are the only one that can control all the aspects of your life. You have to be willing to grow. Schedule a time every day to push forward, develop your skills and grow. Surround yourself with people that motivate you to stride forwards with your dreams. Start your journey now, its never too late. I say that because up until this point you were working to your goal. You knew what you wanted as a child, the pressures of society and money may have motivated you to go astray.  But no time is wasted, you have acquired new skills that will help you build upon the true mastery you are about to reach. Just believe in yourself and work towards expressing your love through whatever motivates you to wake up earlier in the morning.